John

Today shouldn't be any easier or harder than the previous anniversaries. Not focusing on the monolithic "30" but the fact that I still miss and hurt. It is still painful. I found a clip on Youtube of the Monday Night Football game that I was watching when Howard Cosell broke the news to the nation. My memory was correct that the Miami Dolphins were playing; I don't know why I couldn't remember the New England Patriots as their opponents.
I just wish that even in some minute, possible way that he'd be able to know just how much so many of us appreciated and still miss him.